Day 3

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Dear world I hope you do not read it. 

This is the amalgam of 4 days.

Actually if you ask me about my state of min it will be the same for my whole life and will be same for the upcoming years. I am tired of myself actually. Tired of doing the same thing and thinking if changing but its so much to do so much to change that its tiring and difficult. Expectations from myslef.

My friend group is changing and every other thing is changing like I wanted to do but everyone is doing so much. A girl has brought a car and she just makes money by singing a bit of accents and she does modelling too. How cool is that !

Yes, social media does tell us we are lacking but it also tells we need to do more. fulfill our expectation =s of ourself.

Nothing out of ordinary happened in the past 3 days. just some updates:

1. I might go on hinge

2. Adventure, I am craving it  alot.

3. Travelling, I might want to travel a lot.

The one promise I want to do to myself is i want to do travel atleast 2 time in this year.

I am already feeling that it is June of 2024. 

Elishya

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