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to hate is too easy to love is easy to feel to be loved is difficult to love like the lover wants is most difficult its funny how important these emotions are to break two people and to break a relationship.

For any addiction to be removed  you need to know you have some addiction at the first place. Now! What I am suggesting is a bit tricky and risky. 1. Make a list of what do you think you are losing by using social media in excess. Does it hurt your eyes? does it hurt your hands? or does it hurt your brain? or your relationship?  Here comes the unreasonable illogical part.  2. Then use social media in excess like literally in excess. For example if you are using it for 8 hours a day now use it for16 hours. you will be so exhausted after this that you won't open Instagram or WhatsApp or you tube for the next 3 days at least.  The essence is you will use it to the point you hate even thinking of tapping on these stupid apps. little tip The shit on it is so repetitive you can remind yourself  'insta is so boring'

I was grieving. Somebody just died and I don't know who it was. It was a full moon night on the beach and as silent as ocean's bottom except for the only noise of water waves exploding into each other touching the shore. I was standing on the beach. There were two more people adjusting the big flag like banners of triangular shapes. They were adjusting it to form two edges of a door, a wide door whose one side will take you to the sea and the other side will take you to the land of humans. The flags were waving with the winds and with the music of waves. Here I was standing and listening and watching without any thought. My eyes were seeing but not watching , my ears were hearing but not listening, everything was moving and that was it. The mind was empty. The heart was feeling nothing except for the chill the cold air showering gracefully.  One of the banners had my name on it and the other had some other name which I do not remember. May be it belonged to the same person whos...